my Confession

I am human, so will commit mistake

Then why do people don’t feel it as a take

Sometimes I am right sometimes wrong

But I never said I am Mr Wong.

Sometimes I love ,sometimes I hate

What will I receive is my fate

Past was love, present was love then why not future

Is it because of your nature?

You did what you want

There is no benefit of my this chant

You say I am no more your love

But what was that time when was in the minds hub.

I am insane as you say

But this is not true in people’s way

You also thought me as a small fry

To whom anyone can take for drive.

You don’t feel my pain

Why there is my eye’s rain

By thinking of you I become numb

In hope that someday you will come.

I feel your shadow in the darkness

Because my heart cant face your hearts hardness

I realized my mistake in a month

Because you know I am not a saint.

I miss your touch and voice

Now my body has become ice

Where is that smile

That used to be on your face for every while.

That little liquid runs in my blood

Making senseless my taste bud

My body don’t feel anything

My eyes don’t see in a day spring.

My mind says I am going far away

I want to say something on the way

I still have same love and trust

You are still my love first.....

mausam ke rung

Mausam ke rung

Jaane wo humse kaise mile

Pal do pal mein hum unke itne kareeb ho gaye

Jaane yeh kaisa silsila chala

Pal do pal mein humne sumjha paar ho gaya

Aapke aane ka ahash aisa laga Ki ab tu jindi banne lagi

Patjhar mein bhi sawan si masti chane lagi

Koyal ki kuk raat din kaan mein bajne lagi

Meri dewangi ki is inteh par duniay husne lagi

Aapke aane se riste naate bhi kareeb aane lage

Naye risto ka daud sure hone laga

Har chere mein aapka chera nazar aane laga

Mein maa ka pyar bhi pane laga

Tere mera Milan mere dilon dimag mein chane laga

Dil se dil ka wo Milan mere ruh mein samane laga

Mein tere har rung mein rungne laga

Saath jeene marne ki kasme bhi khaye jaane lagi

Andha vishwas bhi paida hone laga

Sath rehne ko wo silala sure hone wala tha

Mujhe pata chala ki mein ret ke mahal mein baithne walon mein se tha

Taas ke patto ka mahal bhi khada hone laga

Yeh aandhi thi yaa tune phuk maari sabh sawa ke sath bahene laga

Jise hum pyar samjhte the wo to kewal parsai thi

Jo suarj ke badne se badti jaa rahi thi

jo ki aamawasya ki raat mein chali gayi

aur diye ke sath ki aur ki parsayi banne lagi

mein to pagal tha jo parsai mein hi duniya dekhne laga

parsai to kewal parsai hai jo din ke samy ke sath bal jati hai

wo rait ke mahal mein log aane lage

apni pyas andhere mein bhujhane lage

yeh samay samy ki baat hai

tu mujhe samajh na payi

riste nato ka bandhan bhi bhul gayi

maa to maa hai uski laz bhi rakh na pai

aakhir kaar aadmi to musafir hota

ant mein khuda ke samne mukhtir hota hai

satya hi hamesha jai hota hai

asatya to kewal parsai hoti hai

mere kya mein to hwan ka ek jhoika hoon

mast hokar ghumta rehta hoon

dukh bus ek baat ka hai

ai khuda kyun karwai yeh bewafi

LOVE vs HUMANITY

Before I start writing my second blog I am leaving a question before you like my previous blog which is the theme of this blog:

What do you think is the biggest thing in this world love or humanity?

You know what most obvious things are most difficult to explain. Like what does it mean to be human? This may sound like it should be obvious and, at one time, it was - but not anymore. I think It the common characteristics which binds almost ( I have used almost because I am not sure its present in everyone) every human being with each other. It is natural relationship of one human to another which is created once one takes birth in this world. Other relationships apart from blood relationship are developed over time like friendship; love etc when we intersect with new people .Everyone has his likes and dislikes (opinion) that’s why we find so many groups in every walk of life like friend circle

at personal level or different religion on broader level. Let us consider an example, when we see someone in pain, we feel bad for him. Why do we feel so and how does it degree of feeling varies?

If we know someone our degree will be high but even if he is unknown we have feelings? We wish that he comes out of pain.

From where does this feeling come from? It’s Humanity MAN

Sometimes in life so happens that we take decision but we cannot find a reason why we arrived at such a decision? Do you have any answer?

Let me explain with an example:

Suppose a 5 yr child brings gun in front of you. Your natural reaction will be that you are not afraid. You take it easy but once a young person does the same act, any one will get wet( ha-ha).

Why does it happen? The act is same but we show to different reactions.

Let me give you my explanation for this ,it might be justifying to you. Over the years there are many thoughts which are built in our mind which constitute our natural reactions to particular situation. That is why we reach at some conclusion without realizing it why so happened. Its our surroundings, education and most importantly our parents who are important in builing these thoughts in our mind. This is not only limited to above factor only our experiences in life and person is also responsible for it.

Now let us come to very hot topic break up.Recently one movie was released love aaj kal .Its has shown very dramatic turn back of hero and heroine in the end.Real life is not like this.In this movie hero and heroine remained together for a long time.each one had certain dream to be fulfilled .Heroine wanted to be with hero.Hero told her that he wanted break up .They magically even celebrated it together with friends .

They decided to fulfill their dreams ,but when they reached at fulfilling their dreams ,it was feeling that was forcing them towards each other.

But in real life this seldom happends.Break up happens always .There may be several reason .Most break up are short term break up .It mean the relationship has lasted within 6 months or so.

The long term relationships are very hurting .It’s said

No Relation dies its natural death...

Its dies when each and every expectation from each other dies due to lots of hurt, lots of pain

and when we failed to say that how much we need someone in our life !!! "

Still do you think feelings goes away after it.Should there be still one very natural relationship which is humanity. If this humanities dies for a particular for whom you loved so much in past.Then I Think it was not love at all .It was bul@#$%* . It was all lust which once fulfilled two got separated.Now it time for another to enter into same relationship.

The one who could not understand after remaining for a long time that two are not compatible or there is something wrong even after 1-2 years .There is something wrong with that person. At that time one should analyze himself or herself.If you do unjustice to any one you will have to pay in long run.

Trust me my friends GOD is there to take care of everything.

Everyone want to go heaven but no one wants to dies but HELL is here my friends .Never do things which are socially unacceptable, it can be realiesed in the long term.

To conclude final things in the end in relationship when humanity ends and the person which has lost humanity is like animal.Now its upto you to decide.

Any comments are welcome.