A WALK TO REMEMBER

What about moonlight walk
What about those long phone talk
What about that foggy night on 1st January
What about that 7 September anniversary

What about your promises made before god together
What about love which we feel and made for each other
What about all the dreams which were yours and mine
I donno how you will justify all these before divine

I used to dream like venus and mars
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

you took reason of wine
The road ahead is pine
those feelings and emotions were just crime
my crying and sweating will not go in vine



I know only this I am not in my mind
I only know I had been very kind
What will the future is only in time
I donno why I am playing this rhyme

Time is not gonna be fine
These are not just wordings of mine
Picture has not completed yet
That I will complete ,so just wait

What do we want?

Every moment so many living things take birth on the earth, it includes tiny bacteria to big mammals.
Human beings are one of them. God has given special characteristics to them i.e. mind.
That is why we can think .Thinking differs from person to person.

One question always roars my mind ,why we have taken birth on this earth ?I am sure very few people think about it .If anyone has justifying answer please reply me .one thing I can say from my understanding or rather say reading every creature does thing which has increased possibility of his or his race survival. We don’t know much about our past as biologist claim that we have in build certain characteristics over period of time .Its somewhat adaptation. If you try to hit a street dog from front he will try his best to protect himself, why he behaves so I don’t know, but what I know is he wants to survive or live, but why I could never found its answer.

The Next big question is why we believe in god .Almost everyone does, but the thing is no one has seen or felt its existence. It might be due to it increases our chances of survival if we think in way that someone is there who is taking care of us.In Mahabharata Lord Krishna once said mein samay hoon,so I think time is god,no one else which governs everything either good or bad.

There are two basic divisions in humans i.e. male or female. But what I think personally that their also lies a basic difference in thinking of a man and a women ,the only reason I could think of is that it has been embedded in our mind over the period of time. lets now come to another thing what we call nature. Someone said nature and signature of a person doesnot change. I am totally against it.
It changes over a period of time. The way we react to particular even in childhood may be totally different from the way we behave in adult age. Its not only the time which puts affect on nature,but also situations or rather say condition which a person encounters bring changes in person. No one is or can be perfect in this world. LIFE IS A COMPROMISE. If one could make his/her mind like settling with non perfectionist, you will always remain happy.Ups and downs are part of life. Both should be enjoyed equally. If you ask many people what is the basis of any relationship, they will say its trust. But according to me its not trust its understanding .It’s not the time which determines how better you understand anyone its how better you want to. We are human so we will commit mistake, sometimes its knowingly sometimes unknowingly. But once done its done, you always pay for your doings either bad or good. None in this world is born bad or a good.Its condition which makes one. Your tears can be salty water for someone and pearl for another. You know what, almost the world is too selfish. You will hardly find anyone other blood relationship who thinks about you. If you could find one you should be grateful to god.
Now coming to the worst trait of human being. i.e. ego. You know it can kill you internally like anything that person comes to know only after the damage is severe.Beacuse in that state of art there is no difference in a drunken person and a egoistic person. Both come to realize things after a long time. In war of ego you win or lose the basic thing is you loose the person you love.

The best thing developed by humans is education .Its the thing that makes us civilized provides a medium to communicate in proper way. It’s supposed to bring kindness and humbleness in one but what if it brings ego in you?? This is not done. You know what the world is full of different kind of people. If you think you are genius after staying with fools. Trust me my friend; you are doing a big blunder. Try to have company of persons who are more intelligent or having more experience than you so that you always learn something. It’s always better to be good listener than a speaker. Words are scarce from mouth of intelligentsia.

this world needs proof for everything ,they just don’t go by words.Every times a person needs to perform to maintain his position.e.g whenever board results are out nobody cares how you studied ,what you studied everyone will just ask you what is your percentage. If someone alone things he/she is excellent does not make any sense. Let the world say it for you.

At last JINDAGI UTNI BHI LAMBI NAHIN HOTI JITNA HUM SOCHTE HAIN,SAAL BIT JANE PE PATA CHALTA HAI KYA KHOYA KYA PAYA

my Confession

I am human, so will commit mistake

Then why do people don’t feel it as a take

Sometimes I am right sometimes wrong

But I never said I am Mr Wong.

Sometimes I love ,sometimes I hate

What will I receive is my fate

Past was love, present was love then why not future

Is it because of your nature?

You did what you want

There is no benefit of my this chant

You say I am no more your love

But what was that time when was in the minds hub.

I am insane as you say

But this is not true in people’s way

You also thought me as a small fry

To whom anyone can take for drive.

You don’t feel my pain

Why there is my eye’s rain

By thinking of you I become numb

In hope that someday you will come.

I feel your shadow in the darkness

Because my heart cant face your hearts hardness

I realized my mistake in a month

Because you know I am not a saint.

I miss your touch and voice

Now my body has become ice

Where is that smile

That used to be on your face for every while.

That little liquid runs in my blood

Making senseless my taste bud

My body don’t feel anything

My eyes don’t see in a day spring.

My mind says I am going far away

I want to say something on the way

I still have same love and trust

You are still my love first.....

mausam ke rung

Mausam ke rung

Jaane wo humse kaise mile

Pal do pal mein hum unke itne kareeb ho gaye

Jaane yeh kaisa silsila chala

Pal do pal mein humne sumjha paar ho gaya

Aapke aane ka ahash aisa laga Ki ab tu jindi banne lagi

Patjhar mein bhi sawan si masti chane lagi

Koyal ki kuk raat din kaan mein bajne lagi

Meri dewangi ki is inteh par duniay husne lagi

Aapke aane se riste naate bhi kareeb aane lage

Naye risto ka daud sure hone laga

Har chere mein aapka chera nazar aane laga

Mein maa ka pyar bhi pane laga

Tere mera Milan mere dilon dimag mein chane laga

Dil se dil ka wo Milan mere ruh mein samane laga

Mein tere har rung mein rungne laga

Saath jeene marne ki kasme bhi khaye jaane lagi

Andha vishwas bhi paida hone laga

Sath rehne ko wo silala sure hone wala tha

Mujhe pata chala ki mein ret ke mahal mein baithne walon mein se tha

Taas ke patto ka mahal bhi khada hone laga

Yeh aandhi thi yaa tune phuk maari sabh sawa ke sath bahene laga

Jise hum pyar samjhte the wo to kewal parsai thi

Jo suarj ke badne se badti jaa rahi thi

jo ki aamawasya ki raat mein chali gayi

aur diye ke sath ki aur ki parsayi banne lagi

mein to pagal tha jo parsai mein hi duniya dekhne laga

parsai to kewal parsai hai jo din ke samy ke sath bal jati hai

wo rait ke mahal mein log aane lage

apni pyas andhere mein bhujhane lage

yeh samay samy ki baat hai

tu mujhe samajh na payi

riste nato ka bandhan bhi bhul gayi

maa to maa hai uski laz bhi rakh na pai

aakhir kaar aadmi to musafir hota

ant mein khuda ke samne mukhtir hota hai

satya hi hamesha jai hota hai

asatya to kewal parsai hoti hai

mere kya mein to hwan ka ek jhoika hoon

mast hokar ghumta rehta hoon

dukh bus ek baat ka hai

ai khuda kyun karwai yeh bewafi

LOVE vs HUMANITY

Before I start writing my second blog I am leaving a question before you like my previous blog which is the theme of this blog:

What do you think is the biggest thing in this world love or humanity?

You know what most obvious things are most difficult to explain. Like what does it mean to be human? This may sound like it should be obvious and, at one time, it was - but not anymore. I think It the common characteristics which binds almost ( I have used almost because I am not sure its present in everyone) every human being with each other. It is natural relationship of one human to another which is created once one takes birth in this world. Other relationships apart from blood relationship are developed over time like friendship; love etc when we intersect with new people .Everyone has his likes and dislikes (opinion) that’s why we find so many groups in every walk of life like friend circle

at personal level or different religion on broader level. Let us consider an example, when we see someone in pain, we feel bad for him. Why do we feel so and how does it degree of feeling varies?

If we know someone our degree will be high but even if he is unknown we have feelings? We wish that he comes out of pain.

From where does this feeling come from? It’s Humanity MAN

Sometimes in life so happens that we take decision but we cannot find a reason why we arrived at such a decision? Do you have any answer?

Let me explain with an example:

Suppose a 5 yr child brings gun in front of you. Your natural reaction will be that you are not afraid. You take it easy but once a young person does the same act, any one will get wet( ha-ha).

Why does it happen? The act is same but we show to different reactions.

Let me give you my explanation for this ,it might be justifying to you. Over the years there are many thoughts which are built in our mind which constitute our natural reactions to particular situation. That is why we reach at some conclusion without realizing it why so happened. Its our surroundings, education and most importantly our parents who are important in builing these thoughts in our mind. This is not only limited to above factor only our experiences in life and person is also responsible for it.

Now let us come to very hot topic break up.Recently one movie was released love aaj kal .Its has shown very dramatic turn back of hero and heroine in the end.Real life is not like this.In this movie hero and heroine remained together for a long time.each one had certain dream to be fulfilled .Heroine wanted to be with hero.Hero told her that he wanted break up .They magically even celebrated it together with friends .

They decided to fulfill their dreams ,but when they reached at fulfilling their dreams ,it was feeling that was forcing them towards each other.

But in real life this seldom happends.Break up happens always .There may be several reason .Most break up are short term break up .It mean the relationship has lasted within 6 months or so.

The long term relationships are very hurting .It’s said

No Relation dies its natural death...

Its dies when each and every expectation from each other dies due to lots of hurt, lots of pain

and when we failed to say that how much we need someone in our life !!! "

Still do you think feelings goes away after it.Should there be still one very natural relationship which is humanity. If this humanities dies for a particular for whom you loved so much in past.Then I Think it was not love at all .It was bul@#$%* . It was all lust which once fulfilled two got separated.Now it time for another to enter into same relationship.

The one who could not understand after remaining for a long time that two are not compatible or there is something wrong even after 1-2 years .There is something wrong with that person. At that time one should analyze himself or herself.If you do unjustice to any one you will have to pay in long run.

Trust me my friends GOD is there to take care of everything.

Everyone want to go heaven but no one wants to dies but HELL is here my friends .Never do things which are socially unacceptable, it can be realiesed in the long term.

To conclude final things in the end in relationship when humanity ends and the person which has lost humanity is like animal.Now its upto you to decide.

Any comments are welcome.